A Love Hate Relationship

I'm reminded of the move, 10 Things I Hate About You (oh, how I miss Heath Ledger!)...just some thoughts running through my head today (among other things!) I am blessed beyond measure, blessed beyond my wildest dreams, blessed inexplicably....

I hate....

• When he has to be gone for more than a day...heck, more than a few hours!
• When he's feeling bad but won't let me take him to the doctor
• When he gets discouraged
• When he doesn't get to talk to the babies
• When things don't go as planned and they're totally out of his control
• When he says something that didn't come out just right (not because of how it makes me feel, but how broken he's going to be if I let him know it)

I love...

• Waking up next to him in the morning
• When we both get hysterical about something random
• When we have movie nights with all three of the kids snuggled up together
• When he buys me a SmartWater without me asking
• When he buys me flowers
• When he rubs my back
• When he looks at me randomly and says, "You're so beautiful."
• When he looks at me randomly and says, "I'm so glad I married you."
• When he looks at me randomly and says, "You're the best wife."
• When he works on the car...a car..any car...and lets me watch (or help!)
• When he cuts me off in the middle of a conversation and says, "looklooklooklook" at a classic car (yes, I really do love it!)
• When he initiates the conversation about us matching for church on Sunday
• When he writes something about me on facebook and calls me right away to ask me if I've looked on the site
• When he says in the darkness, right before sleep, "scoot over here and let me hold you."